17 August 2005

It is possible to have trust without hope? I feel comptetely lost, stumbling in the dark, only knowing the ground is beneath my feet because I keep bashing into things, clinging to the thinest thread of trust. I know as surely as I know anything that I will be given the strength to find my way out of the dark, but I have no hope of when or where, just the scarlet thread of trust...

2 comments:

tasik said...

sucks it to be you.

ok, that was entirely unsympathetic, but I could not resist. I hear you.

Does not one hope in the one in whom one trusts? Trust, however thin, does provide a barrier against ultimate despair. But when one cannot see the light at the end of the tunnel but can only grasp the kite string on the floor, hope is indeed dim. Dim but not lost. So
hang on to the kite string and muddle on through the muck. it might lead you someplace interesting. and who knows, maybe you'll find a candle somewhere. do not, under any circumstances, let go of the kite string. keep the knife IN your pocket.

ok, i'll stop behaving like an annoying older sibling and go back to life.

LiLosSoljr said...

sorry about all of the junk above... and for your support. I really need it.